Unfortunately, the deal I've been working on fell apart last night after my fighting tooth and nail for it to work for the past week. Last night I was exhausted, upset and pretty stressed since this leaves us in the red with no paycheck from me in sight. It was all just too much for me to handle last night and when I got home I was a mess.
Rob, being the amazing person that he is made me dinner and snuggled me on the couch. We went to bed pretty early and I think he could tell that this really hit me hard. With everything adding up; my mom's problems, real estate on the decline, the infertility stuff it has been a tough time recently.
This is the note he left me this morning:
"Morning Beautiful, Here's enough money for you and your mother to enjoy a bratwurst at the farmer's market, okay? No worrying today because as long as I have you, I have everything I'll ever need. I love you. Enjoy the day and be nice to your mom. Love, Rob"
He is just so amazing. It made me cry when I read it because I realized how lucky I am to have him. It is true, no matter what else happens we will have everything because we have each other.
"I love thee, I love but thee
With a love that shall not die
Till the sun grows cold
And the stars grow old. "