Wednesday, April 23, 2008

Spot Watch 4/23/2008...

Every cycle I usually start spotting anywhere from 7dpo to 10 dpo. Well, I'm 9dpiui and there is no sign of spotting. Hopefully I'm not jinxing myself by posting this, but I'm SO CLOSE to at least reaching a milestone of not starting the spotting when I usually do that I can barely contain my excitment.

On the flip side, I'm absolutely TERRIFIED every time I use the bathroom, which is a lot because I drink more water than any normal human should. I carry these two huge water bottles to our water cooler at work every morning and drink them throughout the day. Drinking my water keeps me from eating constantly, what can I say... I'm apparently orally fixated. On a positive note, the huge amount of water I consume daily have done absolute wonders for my skin, I really haven't had a blemish since I started drinking. I can say that my mother was actually right when she told me drinking water would make my skin fabulous, though I'd never tell her that, she's kinda of an "I told you so" kind of gal, my mother. The downside, I pee just about every 10 minutes at work. Since I work in entirely too close of quarters with my co-workers I'm sure they either think that a.) I'm a ranging bulimic or b.) I'm pregnant or c.) shooting up intravenous drugs in the bathroom.

How is that for a tangent? As I was originally saying, I am terrified to go to the bathroom, I'm so sure every time that I walk into the stall that the spotting has returned and my hopes will come crashing down. I almost don't want to drink my requisite two jugs of water so I just don't have to actually go into the bathroom all day long. Like I could somehow ward it off by holding it. How is that for skewed infertility logic for you?

Please send me ::STAY AWAY DAMNED SPOT:: vibes!


“Patience is waiting. Not passively waiting. That is laziness. But to keep going when the going is hard and slow - that is patience.”
-Unknown

14 comments:

Harmony said...

i will send out those vibes! :0)

annie said...

Bev,
I am keeping my fingers crossed for you. I too have been TTC for what seems like FOREVER. We live in the southern part of Oregon. I hope this works out for the two of you!! You deserve it!!

Emily said...

Bev! Good luck!!

Who Needs Patience? said...

I am sending those vibes right over!! :) I hope it stays away for a good nine months!!!

Marcy said...

Every time I check your blog I keep hoping you have an I'M PREGNANT!!! post up.

Best of luck!!!

Jen said...

Bev! You are a blogging superstar these days!

I will send you vibes to keep spot away!! Good luck!

(also, I drink a ton of water and pee 4000 times a day. I also think my coworkers suspect drug use)

Lisa said...

Sending some good thoughts and prayers your way. I can only imagine the anticipation.

dreamcarr said...

I didn't even have to open your blog to start worrying for you about your spotting! i was thinking about your situation and was literally like "oh god, she is really gonna be watching her spotting this month!!!"

Remember that if it does come, it doesn't mean you aren't... you know. I would still test.

Jackie said...

:: Postive vibes headed your way ::

Lauren said...

Hi there. I'm also at 9dpiui, so I'm right there with you in the waiting game. I hope this is the end of the road for you and that you DON'T start spotting, or anything else!

Diana said...

Crossing my fingers! Stay away SPOT!!

Happy Not-So-Newlywed said...

I'm keeping my fingers crossed for you!

Katie said...

I just know this cycle is it for you two.. it just has to be! Fingers and toes crossed :)

ams8099 said...

::fingers & toes crossed::

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